My sister getting married last September made me realize that I was always part of a Force, it was always me and my sis, the Hamzah sisters, part of the Hamzah Family. Of course her getting married kind of changed that and now I’m just lonely me. In our school, a lot of our friends Read More

Goodnight I said to you goodnightDream of all the impossible And you wake you seeThat all these dreams aren’t fakeThere realNot impossible Believe you’ll be alrightSad things you keep insideSo go tell me whats its likeTell me what you like apart when you dream Read More

Food – A love/hate relationship

If you know me personally you know I’m what some would call ‘skinny’. I’m around 5’2″ with a slight frame and I currently weigh 43 kg. I am definitely underweight and I know it. Not that I like being so light and wispy. A few months ago I’d been going on a steady 45kg, I Read More

Beginning of the end

*brushes aside cobwebs and dust* I suddenly feel like blogging again. I probably won’t but it’s just a feeling. It’s the final stretch of my Final Semester of my Final year in B. Arch, 3 more weeks till I have to submit my design thesis. I’m nowhere near done and I don’t know if I Read More

My big Australian adventure

Its been more than a while since i last wrote in this dusty old blog, but this was worth breaking my silent spell for. Australia was the absolute best. I want to move there. Read More


Every heart beat sends a million knives through my veinsEvery thought sends a sharp stab through my heartEvery vision releases a waterfall of tearsEvery word Every Beautiful Word Kills me words_by_retrodiva3 Read More


So the second semester of my B.Arch started today…and from the looks of it its going to be more packed than the last semester. Last semester’s exam results came out. the semester I felt that there was a real possibility that I’d fail every single subject. It’s always worst right before the exams. But after Read More

Reflections, Pt 3

This Old Routine – First Aid Kit Go placidly amidst the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have Read More

Finding Peace

I was listening to the radio one day during a rather funny incident (a story for another time) and they were interviewing Nora. She was talking about her…transformation? and journey to becoming a better Muslim. And something she said struck me. It was something like, “Orang selalu fikir, kalau ber-hijab susah nak cari makan sebagai Read More

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